[He's not sure what he's saying. He can't explain why he feels awkward about his time in NASA, why he sort of wishes now that he'd never brought it up, because nobody knows that. Peter doesn't want anybody to know about that. He was so young. He was so stupid and selfish. And he'd thought he'd grown out of that, until he discovered he wasn't, after all.]
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[He's not sure what he's saying. He can't explain why he feels awkward about his time in NASA, why he sort of wishes now that he'd never brought it up, because nobody knows that. Peter doesn't want anybody to know about that. He was so young. He was so stupid and selfish. And he'd thought he'd grown out of that, until he discovered he wasn't, after all.]
Who are we even talking about here?